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November 28, 2009

Even the Sparrows

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 10:45 pm

Even the Sparrows

By Tim Young

11/28/09

Inspired by the book of James

 

I am a man who stares at mirrors

Only to turn and forget my own face

Even the sparrows find a place

To nest

So to send you away with nothing

But hopes for the best

Wouldn’t lift the weight off my chest

 

There is judgment on my tongue

Without mercy, I come undone

I build a foothold

For the devil to stand

If only I was a little

Self-controlled

If only I was a little

 

I am a man who stares at mirrors

Where I’d hope that everything would be

Just a little more clearer

But, I gave up on believing

And now, I can barely go on breathing

 

I am a man who stares at mirrors

And I turn and walk away

(If only I was a little)

And I turn and walk away

(If only I was a little)

And I turn and walk away

If only I was little

 

It’s just that’s how small I am!

A nothing!

An angry man!

And now I’m on my knees

Praying to dream dreams

Oh God, forgive me please

November 20, 2009

New Orleans

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 11:10 am

On February 13th, I will be returning home to the U.S., landing at O’Hare airport.  After a year spent in South Korea, I can say that I learned a lot and have met the challenges of living halfway around the globe.  I am looking forward to this date, not because I am running away from Korea, but because I have something lined up in my future that I am most excited about.

After a month or so of decompression time, visiting family and friends, and getting over jetlag, I will be moving to New Orleans to be a part of a homeland missions Master’s Workshop.  I will work hand in hand with Sovereign Grace Fellowship, living with other missionaries.  I have felt called for some time now to make servanthood of the Lord something I do all the time in the sense that I felt called to do missions work.

While in New Orleans, I will learn and/or do:

  • Leadership Training – Instruction in servant leadership that teaches relational skills and behavioral mandates that emulate biblical manhood.
  • Essential Bible Skills – Hermeneutical and exegetical training through one-on-one discipleship that will lay down a foundation for a lifetime of learning and headship. Our evening studies will include theological discussions and study as well as regular guest teachers from around the country who will share their years of experience and heart for Christ with our men.
  • Lifestyle evangelism – Mentoring in living out an active witness as a way of life that has a missions heart at home and to all the nations.
  • Hands-on skill development to be used for their families, churches, and home communities. Each student will receive basic apprenticeship knowledge of the basics: carpentry, drywall, electrical, HVAC, painting, plumbing, etc. Other skills and work will include fence building, flooring, masonry, concrete work, tree cutting, and other miscellaneous trades.

For more information about the internship, visit the website:  http://sghm.org/news/train/masters-workshop/

If you want to know more about Sovereign Grace and what they stand for, visit:  http://sghm.org/news/

I am super excited, so please keep me in your prayers as I am already readying myself to move there, even with 4 months to go.  There is a lot to prepare for financially and logistically.  Pray that the Lord leads the way for me and things work out smoothly.  Thank you.

November 19, 2009

Carpe Diem!

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 10:46 pm

Carpe Diem!
by Tim Young
11/19/09

I hope this song is relatable
But, maybe that’s debatable

I sometimes thing I’m a bigger man than you
But, that’s just crazy
That’s just wrong
Cause we’re all so incredibly small
And there isn’t anything between us
But a thin apartment wall

We’re all just men
Who’ll die in the end
So let’s get the best
Out of this life
I’ll give you two wishes
And I’ll take one
Let’s wrap this picture
And call this production done

Seize seize seizure
Shake shake shaken
Take take taken
Do it all again!

This is the day
There is one way
This is the day
Stand up and take it

Seize seize seizure
Shake shake shaken
Take take taken
This is the end!

Catchin’ On

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 9:56 pm

I am trying to get this site to catch on with people.  Give it a try…

 

http://funnykidstories.wordpress.com/

 

Tim

November 17, 2009

China, Day 5

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 11:37 pm

To see photos of this part of the trip, go here:  http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2300384&id=30807922

After a four day stay in Shanghai, which was fun and very modern, I took a short connecting flight to Beijing.  Upon arriving, I was greeted by my tour guide for my stay in Beijing and my personal driver.  That’s right, I had a personal driver that drove me everywhere I wanted to go.  I felt like a pimp, with a capital P.  The driver drove me to the hotel where I was to meet up with Dan.

Dan was supposed to be picked up at a different airport, but instead had to take a $25 taxi ride because no one showed up to pick him up.  I had made him print outs of the itinerary for the week, which saved him from being completely lost because he was able to have the taxi driver call the hotel and get directions.  It was soon after arriving in Korea that I realized that taxis in China do not have GPS systems in them like taxis in Korea.  Thus, lots of pointing and hoping they understand what you mean.  I would always have printed addresses in Chinese and point them and then get about 15-20 word responses in Chinese that I nodded to and said, “Naaaaaaay” (yes in Korean) to in response as if that would help.  I digress.

Dan showed up an hour after I arrived.  He was pissed about the taxi ride, but was happy to be in Beijing. Our first day was free for us to do what we pleased, so before arrival, I spent countless hours looking up Beijing’s subway plans and locations of places to possibly visit.  We set off on foot to the subway to reach Behai Park.  This was day two of my regimen of Vaseline dry skin lotion protecting my inner thighs from more chaffing, so I was able to walk in a somewhat closer regular fashion far from the “I just crapped my pants” stance I had been in my 3rd and 4th days in Shanghai.

It was soon that Dan and I realized that the subway was on the other side of Temple of Heaven park.  So, we bought a ticket simply to walk through the park.  Beautiful trees and colored flags lined wide, brick walkways through the entire park.  The park itself was extremely well kept and clean.  Dan and I came across synchronized dancers, people practicing tai chi, and other still practicing other martial arts.  We skipped the sites inside of the park, because it was a part of our tour later in the week.

Once we made it onto the subway and to the stop that I was told by Google was the stop to arrive at Behai Park, we began walking…and walking…and walking.  We thought we were lost.  I stopped to ask a younger couple where we were, only to realize I just interrupted a break up.  The girl was bawling he eyes out and the guy looked like a deer in headlights.  Dan yukked it up about this as we pressed on towards the park.  The walk became too long, so Dan and I decided to start walking down some side streets, called hutongs.  Hutongs were built hundreds of years ago to allow people passage to wells to gather water.  Most are not wide enough for cars.

On this part of our adventure, we came across a church with actual white doves flying around the cross.  This blew our minds, as we both know that one cannot profess their faith in Christ in China, yet there sat a church.  We wondered how that possibly would work in China, but never found out.

After about a full hour of walking around, Dan stopping for food (as he never stops being hungry), walking around aimlessly on hutongs, we finally discovered Behai Park.  Behai Park has a large lake and a White Pagoda.  A pagoda is a tower where Buddhists worship.  It usually represents earth and different levels of heaven.

The day was partly cloudy, but the smog was terrible.  It made it seem like a dreary, overcast day.  This didn’t allow for the greatest pictures, but Dan and I still quite enjoyed ourselves.  We walked around the lake and climbed the hill to get to the White Pagoda.  In the hill were caves.  Dan fell down during part of our hike to the caves.  It wasn’t even funny at first, because he fell down so quickly and hard.  He bruised his leg pretty bad and limped the rest of the day.  We laughed it off later, but it would have totally sucked if he twisted his ankle and couldn’t walk the rest of the trip.

The pagoda itself was spectacular.  On top of the hill, you could see much of Beijing and everything was so ornate.  The rooftops of palaces could be seen all around and the view of the lake was gorgeous.  In fact, while standing next to the pagoda, one could see the entire Forbidden City from above, with all of the roofs painted gold.

I was most excited to walk to the other side of the park to see the Nine-Dragon screen that was made in 1756 and consisted of 9 large dragons on both sides of the screen and 635 total dragons.  Each of the main dragons was made of different colored stones.  Nothing at this site had been refurbished and was completely original.  Seeing a wall of 635 dragons made out of different colored marble, representing different emperors ruling the world was spectacular.

After leaving the park, Dan and I ate bullfrog with greens, onion, and bok choi.  It was covered in a delectable brown sauce and stands as one of the most delicious things I have ever eaten.  It was just before arriving at the restaurant to eat this delicious meal that I spotted the fuzziest, whitest dog I have ever seen and while not paying attention to where I was walking, stubbed my toe and tore half the nail off of my right big toe.  I could do nothing but clench my teeth and say, “MOTHER!”

At night, Dan and I wanted to waste no time, so I decided we should check out one of the night markets.  In Beijing, many of the markets are located around the Forbidden City.  It is here that Dan and I ate scorpion, snake, starfish, and drank delicious Chinese beer.  The scorpion was delicious.  I would have bought seconds if it didn’t cost $15.  It tasted like French fries.  The snake was uber spicy.  It made me sweat like a stuck pig and cry happy tears.  To eat the starfish, you had to break open the shell and eat the insides.  It tasted like fish, but was softer, like a sponge.

From there, Dan and I decided to walk to Tiananmen Square, where the 60th Anniversary of Communism was still taking place.  Each of China’s provinces and people’s was represented.  There were thousands of people, huge lights, and tv screens the size of a football field.  The light was nearly blinding.  There were many boats representing the provinces decorated with bright colors and lights.  They each had meaning lost to Dan and I.  Also, there were pillars with paintings of people on them to represent each kind of people in the Republic of China.

After a walk through Tiananmen Square, Dan and I were exhausted.  We were so excited, but knew we needed to get sleep, as we had to wake up the next day at 7 to eat breakfast and begin our tour of the Great Wall.  Thus concluded a mighty first day in Beijing.

November 16, 2009

New Blog

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 10:01 pm

I will continue on with this blog when it is pertinent, but as time marches on in South Korea, I have found less and less to write about.  I will soon post a blog about my first day in Beijing, but everything else here has been the same ol’, same ol’.

So, I decided to start a new blog.  I will be posting stories written by my students on this new blog.  Check it out at:

http://funnykidstories.wordpress.com/

 

Hope you like it-

Tim

November 1, 2009

DMZ

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 2:09 pm

To see pictures of my trip, visit:  http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2304898&id=30807922

After rescheduling three times because people cancelled on me, I finally made it to the DMZ, or the De-Militarized Zone.  The DMZ is a 4km cushion between North and South Korea, separated by barbed wire, live mines, anti-tank technology, huge fences, sniper towers, etc.  In 1953, an armistice that still exists was put into place.  Since that time, North Korea has tried to assassinate multiple leaders and has succeeded in bombing government officials, dug tunnels from North Korea towards Seoul, been successful in infiltrating the government with spies, etc.  It’s an extreme situation for sure and the DMZ felt like standing in calm just before a storm.

The first area I visited was called JSA, or the Joint Security Area.  In this area, there are buildings from both the North and the South.  There are many U.S. soldiers there, but in recent years, the number of U.S. soldiers has decreased and stands at 5% of the soldiers guarding the DMZ, while ROK (Republic of Korea, or South Korean) soldiers make up the other 95% of the soldiers.  It is here that meetings are held between world powers to discuss things that each Korea wants.  Many European countries also have soldiers stationed here also.

On a side note:  I had an interesting meeting with a girl on the bus.  The tour guide asked where I was from and I said, “Near Rockford, Illinois.”  The girl in front of me, who I think was named Bethany, was from Rockford!  She went to Jefferson High School.  After graduating, she went to Trinity College and was roommates with a girl that graduated with my brother, Caleb, in 2003 named Danielle Barker who also just happened to date a guy, Ted Rupnow, who I grew up going to church with since I was a toddler.  I was like, “Woah, this world is small!”

The first stop in the JSA was in a room used to show us a video that contained a brief history of the DMZ and have us sign a declaration and receive visitor U.N. badges.  In the declaration, we were told things like not to make any sort of contact with those on the North Korea side, not to speak to them nor do anything such as even point in their direction.  If we were caught doing so, we were instantly yelled at and warned not to do it again.

After the briefing, I witnessed what Sports Illustrated magazine called the most dangerous golf course in the world, which was surrounded by live mine fields on three sides.  This was interesting, but only done in passing on the bus.  It was soon after this, we could not take pictures again.  In fact, I was not allowed to take pictures about 80% of the tour due to government restrictions.

The group was taken an area of the JSA where the North and South Koreas literally met.  It was there that there were blue buildings (South Korean) and gray buildings (North Korean).  They stood next to each other and directly across from each other stood two buildings of the same height that were built to be used for visitors from either country, but North Korea won’t let anyone use them because they are afraid of their citizens defecting to South Korea (who wouldn’t want to get out of there, right?).

I was able to see the ROK soldiers in action, guarding the buildings.  They stood halfway behind the buildings in case of an attack and constantly watched the North Korean side.  I witnessed about fifteen North Korean soldiers, who we were told were probably finishing up their ten years of military service because they were taking pictures with the South Korean buildings in the background, which we were told was unusual.  In the distance stood sniper towards, in which we were told contained at least two snipers who were watching us at all times.  Directly across from us about 100 yards away, stood a man with binoculars watching us.  About every minute, he would walk over to a small, opened window and report was he was seeing.

We were allowed to enter one of the blue buildings and told what it was used for throughout the year.  It was in the building called the Military Justice Committee Conference Building that I got to learn about the meetings held by officials from Europe, the UN, South Korea, and North Korean officials annually.  I was able to stand in North Korea (inside the building, as if I did that outside, I would have been shot or captured).  In the MJCCB building, there was a table with microphones that recorded everything 24-hours a day that stood directly on the border between the North and South.  Two ROK soldiers stood guard in the room, one of them guarding the door to the North Korean side.  We were told not to step behind them and an older woman did not listen.  Instantly, the guard side stepped in front of her and blocked her with his arm, scaring the crap out of her.  It’s funny how people suck at listening to directions.

It was in this building, we learned that the North Koreans were troublemakers and always doing stupid things.  For instance, there were small, silk flags hanging in this meeting room and one time, two North Korean guards used them to blow their nose.  Since then, the flags have been covered with a glass frame.  In the gray building next door, which the North Koreans call the “Recreation Room”, there is no recreation equipment at all.  Instead, when official business is being held in the blue building 5 feet away, North Koreans will enter the “Recreation Room” and do crude things to try and distract the meetings being held next door.

It was most definitely eerie being so close to North Koreans and standing in what is considered North Korea.  I would not want to even joke about defecting or being captured.  North Korea is crazy.

The rest of the day was quite disappointing for a few reasons.  One, we were not told until we got onto the bus that checkpoints 3 and 4 were closed for renovations and not to be reopened until December.  At checkpoint three, there is a bridge called “The Bridge of No Return”.  It was here that all the POWs from the North and South were given a chance to choose which side they would live in.  I had heard of this area before and most definitely looking forward to seeing it.  Secondly, at checkpoint two, we were supposed to be able to see 27km into North Korea, but the weather was the poorest since my arrival in Korea.  The rain and fog was so bad that I was only able to see about 15 feet in front of my face, if that.

We were told what we were missing out on, which makes me want to go back.  In the 27km area we were supposed to be able to see, North Korea built a 136-meter high flag pole, a propaganda town, and an industrial town.  In this area, there is also supposed to be a 26-meter high, golden statue of Kim Il-sung (the first leader of Communist North Korea and father of Kim Jong-il, current leader of North Korea) and a huge satellite radio jammer.

The propaganda town is literally a town of houses and buildings that North Korea built to show off their power to South Korea, but no one lives there.  It’s a ghost town.  In the town, North Korea used to post huge signs saying that Kim Il-sung is great and/or South Koreans should defect to North Korea because it’s a heavenly place.  An agreement was made some years ago that they would stop putting up such signs.

Behind the propaganda town is an industrial town.  Some years ago, North and South Korea agreed to build a town full of factories.  North Korea would use it to give jobs to some of their men and South Korea would build it.  Soon, South Korea realized the machines were being run on battery power because North Korea wouldn’t provide the electricity, so South Korea now provides the electricity to run the machines in the factories.  Ninety-percent of the money in North Korea is used on their military and because they have alienated themselves from the rest of the world, they can’t afford to have electricity in many areas.  Even in their capitol, electricity is not used after 7pm.

Next, I visited one of four discovered tunnels that North Korea was digging in order to attack South Korea.  It was said that South Korea believes there are probably at least 10 more of these tunnels that have yet to be discovered.  The tunnel that I visited was not discovered until 1990 and was discovered by accident by some farmers.  It went underground and continued for huge distances.  The ground itself was composed of 90% granite, but when North Korea learned they had been discovered, they painted the walls of the tunnel black and claimed they were mining coal and lost track of where they were digging.

If the tunnel was finished, North Korea could have used it to attack South Korea within an hour.  The tunnel itself was dug in such a way that the water inside would not go stagnant and led towards the city of Seoul.  It was discovered because some farmers heard weird noises, so the South Korean government bore holes in the ground and filled them with water.  Because of the back pressure in the tunnel, one of the holes filled with water shot the water out backwards like a geyser.  It was then that the South Korean government dug some more holes in that area and the water would disappear, thus they knew there was a tunnel underneath.

Going into the tunnel, I wore a yellow hard hat, which was much needed.  The tunnel at times was about half my height and I had to crouch down the entire time and bumped my head continually.  I was glad when I was able to stand up straight again.

Throughout the day, we were repeatedly told about the “Ax Murder Massacre”.  In the 1970s, the North and South were allowed to have checkpoints throughout the JSA on opposite sides of the border.  In one area, the North Koreans built three buildings around one South Korean building.  Next to the South Korean building was a huge tree that blocked the view of another South Korean building.  It was agreed that South Korea could trim the tree so they could protect their surrounded building, but when a South Korean General and his men went to trim the tree, the North Koreans attacked them… with axes.  They killed the General and one of his men by hacking them to death with axes.  I saw the pictures of this happening and it was crazy.

The last stop on our tour was a little museum with a video about the Korean War.  It was the same information we had learned or saw throughout the day.  I snapped a few more photos before leaving, then got on the bus.  I hope to go back on a clear day so I can see the 27km in North Korea and see the areas that are now being renovated.  It was still a worthwhile trip that was extremely eerie and eye-opening, as it showed me just how important my freedoms happen to be.

China Trip, Day 4

Filed under: 1 — Tim @ 1:22 am

On the fourth morning, I had my usual Chinese breakfast:  Noodles, corn, beans, squash, stir fry rice, and sausages.  The hotel prided themselves on serving an “American breakfast”.  However, other than some eggs and toast, it wasn’t American at all as no one in America eats noodles, “sweet corn” (Asian sweet corn is about as sweet as Midwest field corn, literally), stir fried rice, and the kind of miniature sausages that are eaten in both Korea and China.

After breakfast, I took a subway to what was called the Sylvan Streets of Shanghai, where all the buildings are art deco designs.  The streets were amazingly clean and full of high-end shops and coffee shops.  It was a nice walk on a sunny day.  It was quiet compared to the rest of the city and like being in a different world.  There was absolutely no trash anywhere and the buildings were so well kept, it was almost unbelievable that I was still in China.  There was a small art house on one of the Sylvan Streets and I decided to stop in and visit.  The paintings were done in traditional styles and were interesting to look at.  I got some weird looks because I don’t think foreigners with red hair and a gut often stop in for a visit to see the art there.

From the Sylvan Streets, I decided to take a walk down Fuxing Road, which was suggested to me as a nice stroll with a hidden park by WikiTravel.  Before going to the park, I decided to try and find Zhou Enlai and Sun Yat’sen’s former residences, both of which were men that helped start the Communist revolution in China.  The houses, especially Sun Yat-sen’s, were quite quaint.  In Sun Yat-sen’s house, I was required to wear plastic covers over my shoes as I strolled through the hallways.  Armed guards were posted throughout the house and would yell at me in Chinese if I tried to take a picture.  It was interesting to see the history of two men who wanted to change the country.  For more information on these guys, I suggest looking up their histories on Wikipedia because I don’t feel like typing 2 page essays about their histories.  I do suggest doing so, because it’s quite interesting.

After visiting the two houses, I took a walk to find Fuxing Park.  I had to ask 5-6 different people where to go.  I had a printed sheet of paper with the names of everything in Chinese.  Some people knew a little English, but the park was extremely well hidden.  It took me an hour to find the park, but it was worth it.  It was quiet and well kept.  Many old Chinese men and women were practicing tai-chi or enjoying the sun.  There was a pond with huge circular floatation devices that were like water wheels.  Children would climb into them and roll around on the pond.  I took some time to sit down and check out the flowers and trees.  Sounds boring, but I am in a huge city all the time and getting away from sound and concrete is cherished time spent alone.

Close to the end of the day, I took a long walk to the Old French Concession Streets of Shanghai, where an area called Xintiandi is located.  It is here that the French lived during the beginning of the 20th century and built houses and buildings with French styles, much like the streets of Paris.  Xintiandi was not a large area and was mostly small restaurants and pubs.  I did not eat or get a drink there because it was extremely expensive.

To close out my day, I decided I would walk Nanjing Road again, and this time walk its entire length from East Nanjing Rd. stop on the subway line past the People’s Square subway stop to the West Nanjing Rd. Stop.  It was about an hour and a half to two hours of walking and East Nanjing Road was squirming with crowds, but I decided to really take in the architecture this time and try not to get so annoyed with the people asking me if I wanted to buy a watch or DVDs hundreds of times.  I got lost for about 20 minutes trying to find an old theater, but stumbled upon the Shanghai Opera House and snapped a few pictures.  It was a monstrous building.  Towards the end of my walk, I found a much more traditional restaurant area on West Nanjing Road and stopped in and had a lamb dish.  It was much like an English muffin with spiced lamb meat and lettuce.  It was truly delicious.

After this, it was only about 6pm, but I was truly exhausted and ready to crash.  I went back to my hotel room and went to bed early in preparedness for my early flight to Beijing the next morning.  Thus concluded my time in Shanghai.

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